Sometimes, I wish I can just erase part of my memories or probably all. Sometimes I wish I was like a programmed robot - trained to do technical stuff without any feelings or whatever because such stuff just hurt so bad at times. :( But then again, I wouldn't want to sacrifice all the good times I had with my friends just because of a small issue that I'm sure that I'll get over it in a matter of time. Wait, will I even get over it and live life the way it is?

The meeting with Jannie and Pseng was outrageously random. It was after art and a few rounds around the track that left me both mentally and physically drained (art kills, fyi) to the extent that I slept in 72 all the way till tampines. And Pseng, whom Jannie supposedly called first came extremely late. HAHAHAH. As usual, Pseng without his usual tardiness is NOT Pseng. He even attempted to be serious with the both of us, like wth. After goofing around with us for about 4 years and now you tell me you want to be serious!? PSENG! WHAT WERE YOU THINKING!! LOL. But the meet-up was both a good and bad one - good because I got to see the both of them (:, bad because I ate back everything I ran at Popeye's. Sian diao.

Anyway, the trip back home with Pseng was weirdly intellectual, considering the fact that in the past when the both of us chill together, we rarely talk about stuff that requires thinking (although more than half the time it would be me teasing him like FREEE) because, I don't know, it's just not like the both of us to confide in each other. Probably because he was reallly kiddy last time and was a hardcore emo kid that listens to his punk-rock-screamo-EMO-grunge songs on his phone while we were talking. So like half the time, he'll be in his own emo-dark-sorcery-filled world. heh.

Oh yes, it was weirdly intellectual because he asked questions that I would never have imagined to be asked, or to be coming from him, yes, especially him, like of all people, him. To the extent I think I was pretty natural infront of him for the first time. So we talked about Trust, Reasons of joing rugby when I know I'm gonna get injured for sure, Feelings, haircuts, people in my school thinking i'm gay, people in my school thinking that long hair=attached, etc (you know, the usual topics that emo kids will talk about yadayada).

Pseng! NI ZHANG DA LE. HAHAHAHAH.

Anyway, Jannie was saying I sound weird calling her 'Jannie' in real life cos I've never really called her by "Jannie" It's always "WIFEY, wife, qwahqwah, chen!" And yeah, I found it pretty weird too :) It's ok. HAHAHA.

So it was a sudden realisation that Passion & Money is a hard combination to come by - at least for me.

I need to save:

$26.90 for my Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa VCD.
$17 for my BodyShop spray. GAHHH.

& I just realised that I have not uploaded the Beach Touch photos. :(